Saturday, February 6, 2010

Thank You World

The tough parts about change are that first it feels painful and then it feels strange. I feel a little floaty today. I am not (gasp) following through on 30 in 30. I am doing what I need in a moment, hour to hour kind of manner. Tomorrow I will probably go to a church that I've never been to before. I am keeping my thoughts directed to God and that is enough to keep me entered. Spirit is with every respiration.

I went to my meeting this am and heard people complaining about people. I returned a call to my morning phone person and heard that she felt snubbed and then heard her apologizing for 'offending' me and I could not say much except that I respected her decisions and then heard her say that I was condescending and then I excused myself from the conversation. Wow.

Breathe in, breathe out. As simple and as satisfying as it gets.


  1. Ah... why is it so difficult for us to do what we need to do for ourselves? I remind myself constantly to breathe in, breathe out. It helps.

    Taking different roads helps too.

    Sending you warm wishes and big prayers...I was having the same thought about attending a church tomorrow myself. Somewhere I've never been.


  2. Breathe in, Breathe out...good advice.

    Thinking of you...