Yes, and your goodness too! The days go by so quickly, I have been so pleased to be working much less and attending to my life more completely. I don't know why I had to go down that path so long but it is good to have psychic relief and serenity, not that I claim it every moment. Practice, practice, practice.
What have I been doing? Loading wood, burning wood, washing floors, reading Myers-Briggs and Enneagram stuff for one class, scrutinizing old testament for another. Consciously choosing my food and dropping some weight and saving some money as a consequence. Walking to the places that I can and using the car minimally. Alternately being crazed by my son's actions and then forgiving him and myself for my jumpiness.
I feel deliciously busy. Other people in my life are baffled by my choices, they tell me so. Someone said yesterday, "you said nothing would change but everything changed" and she may be right.
What's good about today is that I have another day to practice my program. It may look different from time to time but I still have it.
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