Not All My Days Are Winners
Meaning that I have to be patient with myself and with recovery. Today I am caught in that lethargy of lots to do but not able to make myself get up and get into it. Fighting the 'you have better program than this' committee in my head, I can pick up any baseball bat and pound myself.
Actually fight is the wrong word. I'm trying to accept myself as I am and forget the expectations that I have that only make me miserable and make it easy to slide into self pity. The worse I badger myself the more stubbornly I dig in my heels and the deeper I plant myself into the couch cushions!
For whatever reason, in the big design, today is just the way it is supposed to be and I am right where I'm supposed to be and all is well in God's world. And that's what's good about today.
That Happy Feeling
20 hours ago
Wisdom is found here.
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Comfort Spiral
Carol, I sure like those words "For whatever reason..." That to me is really "turning it over", because it says, that I had nothing to do with WHY
ReplyDelete"today is just the way it is supposed to be and I am right where I'm supposed to be....."
LOVE it!
I felt the same way. I am just where I am supposed to be today.
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