I've felt 'out of it' today, couldn't wake up, did one little project, otherwise have hugged the couch with a book, snacking ALL day. Feeling nervous, anxious for no particular reason, am wondering if I am channeling some of my mother's anxiety, if I find out that they transferred her to the dementia unit today it will be more than coincidence.
Am not labeling this with negative stuff, just took me all day to realize that I could have prayed about it but I only just had the awareness.
This too shall pass. One thing that I've gained is that I don't take these uncomfortable times seriously, it turns on a dime. No mistakes in God's world.
The Gift of Desperation...
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