Well, I lost another posting before I could post it! Experience tells me that all things improve with time and repetition so I will persevere. The funny thing is that the post was on walking through fear (of exposing my thoughts/feelings in a blog) and now that I finished it, I can't identify with the fear that I had! Sort of like having the meeting before the meeting.
The other thing that hit me is that it is Easter, the major Christian holiday of resurrection. The garden variety of fears that I have are nothing to stack up against true survival fears, the kind that people endure on an everyday basis. It humbles me and gives me perspective.
What's good about today is that I truly have no problems in God's world.
The Practice
10 hours ago
I know the fear route very well. And yet, when I go to a meeting, I feel the fear of rejection go away. Mine are those codie fears. And like you said, they aren't about physical survival but emotional survival.
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