"My will or God's will, don't know which but I needed to go to a healthier place." My will and God's will Can and Do coincide frequently. And don't forget, in most cases (not ALL!!!) God allows me lots of space, so that I have choices, and so that I can exercise another of His Gifts--FREE WILL. Also, lest I forget...one of those AA "requirements" is that I "clean house". The first is Admit I was licked by alcohol. And to make restitution is a "bigggg" one with many of us. The last "Requirement is to help others. "Trust God" is that second requirement. NOTE: these requisites are, as you know -grin! a guarantee of leading a full life, again, of doing God's will.I know you know all this Carol, I just needed to hear myself say it (write it!).....Peace!