I feel tremendously alone despite my belief in a higher power. I am trying to trust that I am in the midst of a process that I do not understand.
What's good about today is that I woke up realizing that I need to have a CoDA co-sponsor. And that by a purely God happening (my favorite CoDA person but she never calls) I had a message from her when I got home today. And if I haven't scared her off (oooh, I'm so powerful!) with my msg to her then I have a deepening relationship with someone strong in program. Glory Be.
4 hours ago